This song reminds me of my dad who died in 2007, and I can tell you, hearing this song brings me sadness, but comfort, too. May you rest in peace paps.
Also, he has a poster of this album cover which was displayed in our house, as well as its cd.My dad is a huge fan of The Beatles ever since my siblings and I are kids.
I miss you soo much Papa, We love you. rest in peace and guide us always.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
SULAT...
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Self-Emoness
Alright,let me start this blog by sharing my personal story about what happened last night, as I was looking over on some books that my 14 years old niece had asked me to find ,because she will be needing it for her project .so,what I did is that, hinalughog ko ng bonggang bongga lahat ng pweding mapaghanapan, like mga cabinets,bookshelf and yung super jurasic dated (meaning,super luma at tagal) na kahon. sa kakahanap ko,hindi koman nakita yung book, iba ang bumungad sa akin,and guess what it is?!...mga sobrang tagal ng mga letters (hmm,oo medyo may pagka-love letters yung iba ;) )na naipon ko wayback in 2005 nang makapag abroad ako.samu't-saring mga sulat.napangiti ako ng mga makita ko ulit ang letter ng aking pamangkin who was by then a 9 year old kid.syempre. may letter din from my mama.
nakita kodin ang letter nang ex ko na sobrang bonggang daming "MAHAL" words sa 6 pages nyang sulat na paulit-ulit nalang ang nilalaman. :)
Until,napukaw ang aking mata sa isang sulat na kahit simpleng yellow paper lang na dalawang pahina at kalahati (Tamah!! dalawang buong yellow paper at isang kalahati) at di medyo kaintindi-intinding sulat,nabaling ang aking atensyon at binasa muli ang nilalaman noon.habang binabasa ko ang sulat hindi ko maalis sa aking sarili na magbalik tanaw sa mga nakasaad at nilalamant nito at napangiti nalang. Galing ito sa dating kasintahan na (fyi,wala na kami nung nasa abroad ako,may iniirog na siyang iba noon, at gayun din ako) naging kaibigan pagkatapos ng lahat ng pinagdaanan sakit at masasamang ala-ala na pareho na lamang naming binaon sa limot. We use to call each other as pare, wala lang, boyish ako noong nagkakilala kame kaya ganun
So now, isshare ko ang ibang parts ng sulat na ito na 2006 pa ang date (syempre edited na no, wag nang mag ambisyon na detalyado ;P ) na natouched ako dahil kahit ganun ka loko ang nagsulat, may sense parin pala noon na pinahalagahan nya ang pagiging magkaibigan namen:
“Pogro (para daw maiba sa pare), kamusta? Ako ayos naman at huminga parin very happy dun sa gift mo na MP4..Thank you pare! Asahan mo na kahit Mp4000 na ang magiging uso, itatago ko parin ito at tulad ng sabi mo I papaframe.:)
“Naalala ko pala na galing ako kila Tita mo kahapon, Infairness, hindi ako nailang sa ate mo kahit pano nakapagbonding kame tsaka hindi siya mahirap kausap lalo na pag hahaluan pa ni Tita, Nakakakabid ako :)
“So yun nga, I felt at home mula sa pamangkin mo, pati kay dad mo even kay Tita J. mo. Yun nga at naginternalize ako at napapangiti nalang ng sa mga pangyayari. May nagsshot doon,nagkkwentuhan dito, yung bang ganun mga bagay and I never felt na“OTHERS” ako and I’m thinking..wishful thinking Na sana andito ka din para kumpleto rekado. Tapus ayon nag evolve na lahat.
“Ang laki ng pasasalamat ko na nakilala kita and even if wala kaman dito, welcome ako sa families and relatives mo.hindi man nag end ang friendship naten dahil nag abroad ka. Or like college friend na pagkatapos ng buhay istudyante nawawalan nakayo ng komunikasyon.”mababaw” that’s the word. I’ve met a lot of friends but frankly…ikaw nalang ang natira na andito padin sa tabi ko.yung tipong until now, after how many years, kahit may kanya kanya na tayong buhay, still buhay paring ang communication naten and nothing has changed.
“Honestly,nung umalis ka ilang araw din akong wala sa sarili, I mean yung syempre nalungkot at nasabi konalang sa aking sarili na “damn,nawalan ako ng isang matalik na kaibigan, para narin akong napilayan.then yung nga tumatawagtawag ka saken..syempre sumaya naman ako, pero nasabi korin sarili ko na yung time na yun bago kapalang doon at nahohomesick kaya ganun, but you proven me wrong, until now matatag paring ang samahan naten.I’v e realized that you were never gone at all.
“Pag nag-eemote ako at namomoblema how I wish na andito ka kasi parang mas naeexpress ko sayo yung mga bagay na ganun..syempre with red horse on the side.:)
Ok, back to my normal blog, masyado nang mahaba ang naishare ko. so siguro, most of my friends na makakabasa nito e mag rereact na why do I still need to blog this eh may kanya-kanya na kaming buhay diba, siya may pamilya na, ako?hmm basta happy ako, kung anong meron ako ngayon at kung sino man yung taong yun na nakakapag pasaya saken…sakin nalang muna yun, malay nyo siya naman ang isusunod ko isulat sa blog ko. (abangan), anyway, well kaya kolang naman naisipan isulat ito is that gusto ko lang mashare sa iba na kahit pala gaanon ka bitter ang mga pangyayare noon may mga times din pala na na aappreciate ka nang mga taong pinakisamahan mo ng totoo. I mean yung marka na iniwan mo sa kanila bilang totoong kaibigan saan man kayo mapunta or ano man ang mangyare.
Ang mahalaga lang,dapat maging totoong tao tayo sa pakikisama.tama na muna ang pagiging plastic. Polluted na nga ating bansa sa iba’t mga usok at basura, dadagdagan paba naten?! ;)
nakita kodin ang letter nang ex ko na sobrang bonggang daming "MAHAL" words sa 6 pages nyang sulat na paulit-ulit nalang ang nilalaman. :)
Until,napukaw ang aking mata sa isang sulat na kahit simpleng yellow paper lang na dalawang pahina at kalahati (Tamah!! dalawang buong yellow paper at isang kalahati) at di medyo kaintindi-intinding sulat,nabaling ang aking atensyon at binasa muli ang nilalaman noon.habang binabasa ko ang sulat hindi ko maalis sa aking sarili na magbalik tanaw sa mga nakasaad at nilalamant nito at napangiti nalang. Galing ito sa dating kasintahan na (fyi,wala na kami nung nasa abroad ako,may iniirog na siyang iba noon, at gayun din ako) naging kaibigan pagkatapos ng lahat ng pinagdaanan sakit at masasamang ala-ala na pareho na lamang naming binaon sa limot. We use to call each other as pare, wala lang, boyish ako noong nagkakilala kame kaya ganun
So now, isshare ko ang ibang parts ng sulat na ito na 2006 pa ang date (syempre edited na no, wag nang mag ambisyon na detalyado ;P ) na natouched ako dahil kahit ganun ka loko ang nagsulat, may sense parin pala noon na pinahalagahan nya ang pagiging magkaibigan namen:
“Pogro (para daw maiba sa pare), kamusta? Ako ayos naman at huminga parin very happy dun sa gift mo na MP4..Thank you pare! Asahan mo na kahit Mp4000 na ang magiging uso, itatago ko parin ito at tulad ng sabi mo I papaframe.:)
“Naalala ko pala na galing ako kila Tita mo kahapon, Infairness, hindi ako nailang sa ate mo kahit pano nakapagbonding kame tsaka hindi siya mahirap kausap lalo na pag hahaluan pa ni Tita, Nakakakabid ako :)
“So yun nga, I felt at home mula sa pamangkin mo, pati kay dad mo even kay Tita J. mo. Yun nga at naginternalize ako at napapangiti nalang ng sa mga pangyayari. May nagsshot doon,nagkkwentuhan dito, yung bang ganun mga bagay and I never felt na“OTHERS” ako and I’m thinking..wishful thinking Na sana andito ka din para kumpleto rekado. Tapus ayon nag evolve na lahat.
“Ang laki ng pasasalamat ko na nakilala kita and even if wala kaman dito, welcome ako sa families and relatives mo.hindi man nag end ang friendship naten dahil nag abroad ka. Or like college friend na pagkatapos ng buhay istudyante nawawalan nakayo ng komunikasyon.”mababaw” that’s the word. I’ve met a lot of friends but frankly…ikaw nalang ang natira na andito padin sa tabi ko.yung tipong until now, after how many years, kahit may kanya kanya na tayong buhay, still buhay paring ang communication naten and nothing has changed.
“Honestly,nung umalis ka ilang araw din akong wala sa sarili, I mean yung syempre nalungkot at nasabi konalang sa aking sarili na “damn,nawalan ako ng isang matalik na kaibigan, para narin akong napilayan.then yung nga tumatawagtawag ka saken..syempre sumaya naman ako, pero nasabi korin sarili ko na yung time na yun bago kapalang doon at nahohomesick kaya ganun, but you proven me wrong, until now matatag paring ang samahan naten.I’v e realized that you were never gone at all.
“Pag nag-eemote ako at namomoblema how I wish na andito ka kasi parang mas naeexpress ko sayo yung mga bagay na ganun..syempre with red horse on the side.:)
Ok, back to my normal blog, masyado nang mahaba ang naishare ko. so siguro, most of my friends na makakabasa nito e mag rereact na why do I still need to blog this eh may kanya-kanya na kaming buhay diba, siya may pamilya na, ako?hmm basta happy ako, kung anong meron ako ngayon at kung sino man yung taong yun na nakakapag pasaya saken…sakin nalang muna yun, malay nyo siya naman ang isusunod ko isulat sa blog ko. (abangan), anyway, well kaya kolang naman naisipan isulat ito is that gusto ko lang mashare sa iba na kahit pala gaanon ka bitter ang mga pangyayare noon may mga times din pala na na aappreciate ka nang mga taong pinakisamahan mo ng totoo. I mean yung marka na iniwan mo sa kanila bilang totoong kaibigan saan man kayo mapunta or ano man ang mangyare.
Ang mahalaga lang,dapat maging totoong tao tayo sa pakikisama.tama na muna ang pagiging plastic. Polluted na nga ating bansa sa iba’t mga usok at basura, dadagdagan paba naten?! ;)
Monday, August 30, 2010
SAY WHAT YOU MEAN, MEAN WHAT YOU SAY, BUT DON'T SAY IT MEAN.
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Quotes and Sayings
The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right place but to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment.
- Dorothy Nevill
Sara Bareilles - Gravity
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Muzik Addiction
I used to appreciate this, when I was able to spend a weekend off with my Hanaay =^_^= ,and have some movie marathon at her crib. I was touched by that movie that we were able to watch to the point that even if i wanted to pee(oops),I just can't
take my eyes out of that monitor and have ignored my nature calling. ;)
Her voice, the piano and poignancy of her lyrics make this song better with each listen.
Seriously, this is one of the few songs that makes me go all quiet in the end. Specially when she sings the 'down' part. I don't mind that all of her songs are in fact about the same person/situation, it only makes the songs more real, cause of the autobiography. You can sense the emotion in this one.
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
CHORUS
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.
take my eyes out of that monitor and have ignored my nature calling. ;)
Her voice, the piano and poignancy of her lyrics make this song better with each listen.
Seriously, this is one of the few songs that makes me go all quiet in the end. Specially when she sings the 'down' part. I don't mind that all of her songs are in fact about the same person/situation, it only makes the songs more real, cause of the autobiography. You can sense the emotion in this one.
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
CHORUS
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.
Our Lady Peace - 4am
Labels:
Muzik Addiction
The message behind the song is pretty obvious, but you probably didn't know that Raine wrote this song after having a dream that his father was in the hospital dying. In the dream, he didn't make it to the hospital in time to say I love you. So in the song he says if he doesn't make it, if it really happens, know that I've always loved you although we haven't really talked alot.
and it's quite the thought about not realizing what you have until its gone. great song.
I walked around my good intentions
and found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
we hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
Chorus:
If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
just like the sunny days that
we ignore because
we're all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what's wrong
I walked around my room
not thinking
just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
like somebody else
I never thought I would just
bend this way
then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
Chorus
and I hope to God I figure out what's wrong x2
and it's quite the thought about not realizing what you have until its gone. great song.
I walked around my good intentions
and found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
we hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
Chorus:
If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
just like the sunny days that
we ignore because
we're all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what's wrong
I walked around my room
not thinking
just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
like somebody else
I never thought I would just
bend this way
then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
Chorus
and I hope to God I figure out what's wrong x2
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